我是一个简单的女孩,容易把问题想得简单,善待每个人,但是不是轻易而容易的去爱上一个人的,我一个人孤独了许久,但是并不寂寞,但是我喜欢这样,因为我没有感到寂寞,可是遇到你的一刹那,我就爱上你了,愈久愈深,不能自拔,这就是人们所说的,"爱,没有理由"在这个凡事都需要理由,条件的社会里,我这样的傻瓜已经不多见了.可是你却怀疑我的神经,说我是疯子,我想,在你人生以后的日子里不是会很容易遇见我这种疯子的.我知道你需要一份不必负责的感情,我想在你我刚遇见的那一刻你已经暗示我了,但是你却要一个好女孩来陪伴你孤独的时光,这是多么矛盾啊,所以,你一旦发现有被纠缠的可能你就想办法脱身,这样的事情你 作了多少?你不会觉得累吗?亲爱的,我曾经说过,我相信你,相信你的感情,相信你的良知,相信你的愧疚,就向你曾经说过那样,你不想谈论你自己,感情,还有未来,你讨厌,恨你自己.我理解你的心情.我都明白.
我这样的一个人,我把金钱看得很重,把生命看得很轻,把生命看得很轻,把感情看得很重,把真理放在感情的前面,我这样的一个人,我自封为小女君子,你说,我会要求你为我做什么?我给了你全部的寄托,全部的感情,你给我展示了什么?你的绝情,你的风流,你的不屑.我尽力要给你一个小小的礼物,一个我所能给你的最恰当的分手,或者留念的礼物,你用你愤怒的声音,逼迫我把它仍掉了,我是多么多么的伤心绝望!我知道是我把你惹生气了,而且,你真的很生气,我知道,我为我孩子气的疯狂和幼稚深深的抱歉和后悔,我的愤怒和你的愤怒一样不可抑制.
你就这样突然的离开了我,让我措手不及,一下子无法接受,我沉沦了好久好久,以前我不知道寂寞的滋味,从此以后,每当我想起了你,心痛的寂寞就缓缓走来.
我唯一希望的是,你过得很好.不要害怕我的打扰,这次,我只是,整理一下我好久以来纷乱的情绪,就象我曾经说过:"告诉你我的感受,结束这一切,然后,就可以开始我的新生活了".这段在你看来没有感情的感情,你早已抛却脑后,我却用了这么久来消化,排遣.抱歉又打扰你了.
你的心跳,你的体温,你的怀抱.我一生也不会忘记.
如果说我有什么可以后悔的,那就是,我应当早些离开你.可是当时,我如何能做到?你是对的,理智的男孩,我们没有未来.瞧瞧我多傻.明明知道现实,却不去面对.
我时常想你,可是我们没有未来.而且你伤害我很深,过去的已经过去了,不会再回来.如果上天再给我一次机会,让我与你相遇,纵使我知道了结局,我还会象以前那样,毫无保留的爱你.
虽然你没有问过我,但是我已经原谅你了.我也要求你的原谅,因为我冒犯你了,我想你会的,而且早已在心里原谅我了,对吗?
永远相信你.

I am a simple girl, easily wants to result in simply the question,handle kindlies each person, but is not but is easily easy to fall inlove with a person, I lonely for a long time, but is not certainlylonely, but I like this, because I have not felt lonely, but runsinto you the flash, I fell in love with you, long was deeper, isinescapably involved, this was, " which the people said; The love,does not have reason " At this everything all needed the reason,in the condition society, I such fool already not to see But youactually suspected my nerve, said I am a lunatic, I thought, will notbe can be very easy in your life later day to meet my this kind oflunatic I knew you need the sentiment which does not need to beresponsible, I wanted that moment you which just met in your mealready to suggest me, but you actually took a good girl to accompanyyour lonely time, this was how contradictory, therefore, you oncediscovered had the possibility which pestered you is thought themeans to withdraw, how many such matter have you made? You cannotthink tiredly? Dear, I had said, I believe you, believed yoursentiment, believed your conscience, believed your feeling ashamed,had said to you such, you do not want to discuss you, sentiment, butalso will have the future, you will be repugnant, hate you Iunderstand your mood I all understood
An I such person, I the money looked at very heavy, the life looked atvery lightly, the life looked at very lightly, the sentiment looked atvery heavy, puts the truth on sentimental front, an I such person, Iproclaim as my daughter gentleman, you said, what I can request you tomake for me? I have given you complete reposing, the completesentiment, what have you demonstrated for me? You 绝情, yourlooseness, you disdain I must give you with every effort a younggift, I can give your most appropriate bidding good-bye, or accepts asa memento the gift, you use your angry sound, forced me still to fallit, I was how how sadly despair! I knew was I annoys you has beenangry, moreover, you really very much were angry, I knew, I childishwas crazy and the weak deep regret for me and the regret, my anger andyour anger equally might not suppress
You such sudden left I, lets me be caught off guard, is unable toaccept all of a sudden, I perished for a long time for a long time,before I do not know the lonely taste, from then on, whenever I havethought about you, grieved is lonely slowly walks
My only hope is, you cross very much well Do not be afraid mydisturbance, this, I only am, since has reorganized me for a long timethe chaotic mood, looks like me to say: " Tells you me thefeeling, finished all these, then, was allowed to start me newly tolive " This section in you looked like does not have sentimentalthe sentiment, after you already throw actually the brain, I actuallyused such for a long time to digest, dispelling boredom The regretdisturbed you
Your palpitation, your body temperature, your bosom My life cannotforget
If I have any to be allowed to regret, that is, I must sooner leaveyou But at that time, how could I achieve? You are right, the reasonboy, we will not have the future Takes a look me to be sillyObviously knows the reality, actually does not go facing
I often think you, but we will not have the future Moreover yourinjure me to be very deep, the past has already passed by, cannotagain come back If ascends the sky gives me again an opportunity,lets me and you meets one another, even though I had known the result,I also could look like before such, was outspoken loves you
Although your have not asked me, but I already forgave you I alsorequest your forgiving, because I affronted you, I thought yourmeeting, moreover already forgave me in the heart, to?
Forever believes you